Cloud 9 anyone?
After almost pushing myself into depression of sorts the past few days because of my stupidity. I was able to meet up with the friend, and it didn't seem like she cared about my I fuck up on Tuesday.
We went to lunch after she was with some other friends from our past. She didn't have money due to quiting her job, but it didn't matter to me. We talked about how long she has been going between here and Florida along with tons of other subjects. And because of the fact that she doesn't have her other job didn't bother her. Then again when she mentioned she is completely different outside of that place is not a surprise. But also, probably one of the reasons if you look at my top pictire, that I tend to be obessed with the eye is most likely because that is one of the things most people when I am with them tend to notice. And when I was with her it wasn't any different. I guess my being anti-social at times, and hiding from people tends to make my eyes not close to being noticable.
She is happy, and next week she will be in Florida. But hopefully we will find a way to keep in touch. After everything was over with she needed a ride to her house, and then we hugged and she went to her place. Hopefully we can meet up one more time before her going back, but if not...I will be happy none the less because she is happy, and everyone deserves to be happy.
Work didn't bother me, but then again seeing her before heading into work didn't hurt either.
That is all for now while hiding behind blue eyes....
Fear got to me...
I was going to go out tonight and see if my friend was at work. I didn't spend enough time in there to find out, because about 10 minutes before I found a parking spot there were about 6 cop cars leaving the street a couple of blocks down. Not to mention one being a K9 unit didn't make anything anymore encouraging. I got a speeding ticket earlier in the week, and being close to having my limit to lose insurance doesn't make getting a DUI any better.
So once again, I let my fears take over, and it is eating me up inside more and more everyday. I need to get past this mental wall I have built up, and get something done with my life.
Long time no update
Work has been stressful some days more than others. Gateway was here for their National Sales Convention, and it covered mostly servers. A couple of longs nights there that had Night crew in til 3AM and 2AM respectfully. They're interviewing applicants for the Assistant Banquet Manager position, and now we have a Food and Beverage Director who is resigning from their position. This only brings up one question....who is the next manager to quit, get fired, or resign.
Oh and last night, I wasn't scheduled in to begin with, but I went in because of one group. And ended up staying til just about 1AM. For the most part, the Night Banquet Captain and me were the only ones to show up. But a worker who is between banquets and the restaurant came down and helped us out. So not everything was bad.
Another weekend
Well another weekend has past by, and it is amazing when you are at work at times you need to find a way to have some kind of fun. And Friday brought a good opportunity just for that. We mainly just had to do setup, and I came in at my usual scheduled time. One of the co-workers wasn't feeling too good at all. In fact, over medicated on Motron IB is what they said. Well, they are currently fighting a wisdom tooth. But the big thing is that he wasn't moving at his usual speed, and it was compensated for.
The fun begins later on though. It was about 9 PM and we went into a different rooom than the one we were trying to finish up. The group had all the conference and ball rooms on Saturday morning, but on Friday night they had a mascot suit of a lion laying in a room. The suit was a perfect fit over the co-worker's uniform and he went a head of me. He went into the back area where a co-worker just stared at him with the most confused look I ever seen. He finally realized who it was and we went to find the manager. They were in the room we were trying to finish up, and the co-worker went in looking around and couldn't see the manager. We then pointed out where the manager was and he went back in act like he got caught and then left back to the other room. Fun stuff....especially when I usually am putting someone up to it. :)
Saturday, the Child care group had their meeting, turned it over for a wedding that night. I worked 13 hours and paid for it on Sunday. Sore as hell! But watched football, and didn't do too much more than that.
Monday, went to school for class. Then come home to fall asleep for 2 hours. Don't do too much til going into work. And two of the co-workers were arguing at one point, so I found a can of Brasso and tried cleaning a door, but need a scotch pad. But the fumes are still horrendous. Brasso = go way to ignore co-worker while strung out on the odor. Then come home to watch the football game, Damn Baltimore choking in the final minutes! And for some reason couldn't get to sleep last night until well after 3 AM probably around 4 and yet wake up at 7 to go to school....I need to quit drinking so much pop.
